mercredi 12 février 2014

She got Valentine-sickness

I hate to admit that she was wrong this past months , she was feeling upset about silly things forgetting the power of the great God . She was protected ,  God is saving her from unworthiness , some special unknown forces just wants the best things for her.

Nobody can blame her, she was in love ,she wasn't able to understand her failure in a reasonable way , she couldn't accept the final goodbye

Love is addictive:

She just wanted to see the person she love, everyday ,every hour ,every minute, every second , she was haunted by his smell , mmm his smell makes her feel comfortable .Who can call her wrong ,well she just wanted to meet him and be in his arms , he was her sin , he was her atonement , he was her sickness , he was her healing process.

Love for her was "Pure, raw, explosive pleasure! Better than drugs, better than smack! Better than a dope-coke-crack-fix-shit-shoot-sniff-ganja-marijuana-blotter-acid-ecstasy! Better than sex, head, 69, orgies, masturbation, tantrism, Kama Sutra or Thai doggy-style! Better than banana milkshakes! Better than George Lucas's trilogy, the muppets and 2001! Better than Emma Peel, Marilyn, Lara Croft and Cindy Crawford's beauty mark! Better than the B-side to Abbey Road, Jimmy Hendrix and the first man on the moon! Space Mountain, Santa Claus, Bill Gates' fortune, the Dalai Lama, Lazarus raised from the dead! Schwarzenegger's testosterone shots, Pam Anderson's lips! Woodstock, raves... Better than Sade, Rimbaud, Morrison and Castaneda! Better than freedom, better than life!"(A QUOTE from love me if you dare MOVIE)

Love is obsessive:

Sometimes you just lose yourself , you cant communicate with your deepest sides , you try to hide your emotions , and after a while you believe your own lies .

To be a very emotional person doesn't reflect your weakness , it is just showing the degree of your commitment ,so don't care about those who are leaving , and don't care about rejections , don't go after people who cant valuate you and feel your importance in their life, but she was love-blinded.

She was acting like a fool , begging him , trying to get him . He just deosnt want you in his life anymore !! may be he found someone else , stop looking for him , stop chasing him doll , he is gone baby , gooone . 

Love is prone to recklessness:

I know you are crying and it tears you up inside , I know you are going crazy , your stomach ties up in knots while you count the seconds waiting for him to call , may be he still loves you. . . you hear a loud buzzing in your ears when you see a certain person's car (or one just like it), your looking for him anywhere , he will see you on the street and he will stop ,asking you to go in ride and you will kiss like old days , wake up honey don't do that to yourself , stay strong . . . I know that your eyes burn when you hear a random love song or see a couple holding hands and valentines makes you sick but you gotta move on. . .don't go near to his house ,he is not there he start dating other girls ,stop feeling like you're worthless and that he is the only reason for you existence , cause he doesn't feel the same about you , he let you go can be a bitch but it doesn't stop for nobody ..carry on you can do it.

“Of course, you never really forget anyone, but you certainly release them. You stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad. The person you knew exists somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again.”

― Chelsea Fagan

Love hurts 

She just couldn't let it go for too long , cause she couldn't imagine to change anything , she was really seeking to make things as perfect as before . but it needs two to do the job ,you don't try to save something willing to die .

It is so stupid and crazy , trying to insist to talk to someone and make him see you , you deserve better honey !!! when someone loves you he just wanna be with you , you don't need to invite him .

It is so stupid feeling that you can start the 3rd world war just to not see him with another girl ! But when he decided to leave , he is fine  dating other girls , may be he is kissing one of them  right now, he is happy  fooling around, he feels like superman ,something changed about him , he doesn't look at you in your eyes  with that same feelings ,loving you from his bones,that person died or abducted and his spirit is possessed  , you can't let him come back !

She was honest , and I'm sure she will find a better one , what comes around goes around , he will be hurt someday , he will regret passing by someone who loved him without condition and all what she wants is to be with him, simply be with him !! I guess to be loved that way was too much for him , he might be the kind of a one night stand  .
yes baby you have patterns of valentine sickness because your first love , your only love isn't here with you , so just say : GOODBYE .

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